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No need to keep my Abuela in your thoughts. For those who wished for her saftey.

I was drawing, staying up past my bed time which isnt normal for me to do. eventually after finishing up some art requests I was getting a bit sleepy and went to bed. But I couldnt sleep, I struggled to force myself to sleep but I couldnt. then I felt something crawl on my bed on my leg. I freaked out and spazzed, then ran up stairs where I found no one there. It was 2 am, and I slowly checked around to see if anyone was here, Edith was, my step grandmother. But my parents werent, there room was wide open and the light on. I thought for a momment, "wounder where they could be."

And as I snuggled onto the couch with my kitten hoarse for comfort. I sat there unable to sleep, woundering what was going on.

It was 4am when Tammy called, she was crying and I heard Titi and Tio and my father in the background, Tammy sniffled then said, "Will be coming home saftely... But make sure that the kids are safe and happy in bed. Because unforunately Dan's mom just past away, Gloria from florida..."

I didnt listen to the rest of what she said, instead I cuddle closer to Hoarse [and I cry as I type this so ascure me for any typing mistakes I canet see threw the tears its all foggii and stuuff], and fell asleep.

Sometime around 4am my Abuela passed away during the operation.

Times like this I wish I believed in 'god', so that I know that my abuela is in a safe place.

But my beliefe lies with a more mother nature god, but I dont think she takes in the dead.


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New contest(yet same )

OKay because a few others are going to going in the contest, I have decided to sort of edit this one. I feel extremely bad, like a hypocrit, and if your pissed at me PLEASE yell at me so I can feel a bit better. Really cuz if you dont then I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life.. bleh...

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Contest
Draw Hakuri
Examples can be found in my gallery
Eye color: Purple
Hair color: Black
Hair length: Long
Because her birthday coming up it'll not only end then but as well make the theme be Valentines or Birthday (her birthday is Feb. 14)

Other contest info
Ends: Feb. 14
Awards:
****************1. 1 month Subscription (Its been approved!)
****************2. Art drawn from me and colored with tablet
****************3. Art drawn from me

Contestents

Entry 1: [link] [AHH SO CUTE!]
Entry 2: [link] [I LOVE TEM!!!]
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[link] [KYAH I LURF IT]
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[link] [YEEEEYY]

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